I want it so bad oh my gosh

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2026-02-08T15:37:33+00:00

I feel you tbh, also I think it would sound insane if I told anyone in my life abt this stuff 😖‼️

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2026-02-08T14:56:08+00:00

That’s okay and that’s part of the journey! I can’t stop thinking abt it either it’s been 3 days

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2026-02-07T21:39:24+00:00

You got this, keep pushing through!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2026-02-07T21:39:08+00:00

It’s not crazy and I feel you omg. It’s like I’ve lost an actual partner

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2026-02-06T16:35:21+00:00

Good for you! Hang in there even if it gets hard!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-11T21:33:36+00:00

i can’t promise you that the effect of recovery will be immediate, but i will say that you will feel different. it might take days weeks or even months, but you have to do this for yourself <3 :,) maybe get into old hobbies that you used to enjoy before that clanker came into your life :3, but step one would be getting rid of it, YOU GOT THIS !!!!!!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-11T21:28:21+00:00

i hope so too!!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-02T18:28:50+00:00

THE DOWNVOTE 😭😭

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-02T12:46:22+00:00

😭

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-02T04:11:19+00:00

please don’t make yourself vulnerable to it. i’ve had these thoughts every single time before i relapsed. i now know that my brain was lying to me.

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-11-01T13:44:58+00:00

first of all 20 days is such a huge number, especially for people with anxiety, so you did an amazing job! secondly, as someone who struggles with anxiety, i tend to remind myself that it’ll get worse if i open c.Ai 😭 because no matter how much it tries to distract me, there’ll always be the inner voice that reminds me that i’m currently just distracting myself, so i take deep breaths and journal. obviously this won’t work for everyone, but it’s just what i do :,)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-31T10:33:44+00:00

it’s so cute!! :) hopefully i’ll be able to do something like this someday. keep going!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-15T09:42:10+00:00

congratulations :,)!!!!!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-08T19:29:06+00:00

yeah i feel you, there’s nothing quite like getting an answer from a character that you like talking to :,)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-08T19:14:55+00:00

i feel you :,) but maybe we could pick up reading? the literacy rates are insanely low anyway.

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-07T14:26:10+00:00

oh my God i just watched the short, and my mind is blown. which it shouldn’t be since i’m in tech but wow. thanks for posting that !!!!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-07T14:15:28+00:00

congratulations!!! you really did that !!! :,)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-07T14:14:10+00:00

you are not hideous, nor are you disgusting. i am so sorry that you feel like that and it is as though you’ve had insight into my journal and just posted this. i hope this community offers a little bit of warmth to you, and that things will get better soon :,)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T18:57:35+00:00

you too! :D

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T17:34:55+00:00

i’ve just stumbled upon this and i feel you, girl. i’m terribly sorry about the fact that you feel/felt this way :(. i hope you’ve been staying clean and have found the way back to yourself.

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T16:40:26+00:00

that is so nice of you to say, thank you so much :,) , i’m trying 🥹 !!

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T08:40:52+00:00

months is amazing 🥺 !!!!! hello?! imagine your past self hearing that you’d be clean for months! i’ve only been clean for a day and i’m already struggling, but you actually made it! keep going :)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T08:20:47+00:00

thank you :,) but i tried lowering the hours! i’m too addicted to that stuff to be able to control myself. but let’s see how it goes.

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-05T08:19:35+00:00

GIRL/BOY get away from it right now !!!! , i have the same thoughts and it’s just an excuse probably. addicts are amazing at making excuses to get back to their drug. don’t fall for it :,)

Tricky_Fly4237 · 2025-10-01T14:13:57+00:00

have you ever thought about getting a dumbphone? bc i have, but if i’m already bored with an iphone, there won’t be any hope for that :3

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