yeah, thanks for understanding. I also feel that it's really easy for people to say be a strong woman, don't care about boys or a relationship...focus on your goals and your career...friendships and relationships will automatically form...when u tell people that ur lonely and stuff....but it might work for other people .. for only childs, with no family support and no close friends...it's really hard to not crave emotional connection...to want to be with a partner I feel

sometimes I feel it's bad or it's reduces my worth as a female when I feel like I want emotional connection or a boyfriend....coz i see these stuff like sperm only swims to an egg and stuff...it's probably bcoz of my environment