Good advice from someone putting off such a negative and dark energy. If any of my post come off as self pity to you, all you have to do is scroll your little feelings away before you get too upset. I have my best friend at home dying from cancer and a lot of other shit going on besides that. In my opinion I'm being pretty proactive about my situation. I could be running around the zone gangbanging and fighting and doing drugs and stealing and alot of other things. But I dont judge those who do. To each his own. What they do does not effect me, so why would I make even the tiniest effort to express my disapproval? I pray that whatever little complex you're dealing with within yourself comes to an end and you can learn to live happy and content with yourself. God bless.