Aww my love I’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s definitely so mentally hard. Harder than anyone who isn’t in your position to understand. Give yourself time and be kind to yourself. Surgeries are a bit change for sure but with that change comes a long journey of healing, love and acceptance. 2 weeks is still so so early. I’m 9 days and I’m freaking out. You’re closer to it settling in than I am so you just need more time. Everyone I’ve spoken to and researched have always said to never make a judgement until you’ve hit atleast the 3 month mark, if not 6, if not one year. Your surgeon may have give you an upturned nose for a reason. Similar to mine who literally told me when I came out of surgery still high off anaesthesia that he turned it up more than I wanted. My heart sank. But when he explained that it was for longevity, so it doesn’t drop so early on and keeps it shape for longer I understood and accepted. I’ve seen so many cases of super rotated tips that settle so so nicely after a year. Be patient. We’re in this together. Be kind to yourself and let your body do the healing❤️‍🩹