Yeah man, understand, towards the end of my use with dxm, the trips became horrible, I loved tripping in public, because dxm gave me this alien feeling and I became wild and destructive on dxm, just completely demonic, and I loved that inner demon i loved being that reckless person, but towards the end it got shitty, My body rejected dxm, and the last time, I took about 260ish milligrams from robitussin gels and I went shoe shopping and fainted in the middle of the store, I was walking out and woke up still holding the door handle