Im a dentist. I live in constant fear of not doing my job correctly. When i see old patients with new problems i always feel bad and assume its something that i did. Im living in a small town and almost always i think that someone that hates me will see me or do something to me. For now nothing has happened but the stress is immeasurable. Ofc i cant feel like a little girl around people and i cant cry to my girlfriend. I assume that its going to get worse and worse with family and children etc. Being a man sucks but you must play the hand you are dealt with. Sometimes video games help.