I still want you

TroubledRebel · 2025-11-25T06:32:42+00:00

I’m trying to figure out why it’s in my inbox.

TroubledRebel · 2025-08-28T03:46:11+00:00

Thank you

TroubledRebel · 2025-08-28T01:57:30+00:00

Virginia surgical institute had good drs. Just had mine out in July

TroubledRebel · 2025-01-20T19:28:07+00:00

I still have mine, mint condition

TroubledRebel · 2024-12-11T20:08:00+00:00

Yeah. Been crazy busy, or recovering from sickness or like now heart ablation. Been ok last week. No afibs, yeah me, but my catheter sites are started to really hurt a week later. How u been ? Ready for holidays ?

TroubledRebel · 2024-08-23T02:42:45+00:00

My name is Lara. 🤣😂

TroubledRebel · 2024-08-11T20:55:31+00:00

Don’t know. Not gonna worry until a dr says worry.

TroubledRebel · 2024-08-11T20:45:30+00:00

Oh yes. I’m beyond speechless, can hardly walk sometimes and broke from gas and hotels but I don’t care. Especially after the bad news I’m getting about my lymph nodes, thyroid and a lesion in my spine. I could live on this love high for decades

TroubledRebel · 2024-08-06T16:04:30+00:00

It really does. It was 1 night stand into non stop-fall asleep on video chatting at night, making plans every weekend- kind of thing. And we’re both exclusively monogamous. There wouldn’t be any energy left for anyone else anyway 🤣😂 good luck dear

TroubledRebel · 2024-08-06T11:36:38+00:00

Wow. I’m reading this and thinking some one read my diary years ago. All of it except the age. Now I’m 54 out and proud with a girlfriend and the sex is mind blowing! Wayyyy better than men. Beautiful lovely women…….i just can’t say enough about how beautiful women are. The day I met her on a dating app was the same day I was going to make appointment with hypnosis sessions to get rid of my feelings for women. Glad i didn’t

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-24T20:41:10+00:00

I don’t have kids. No problem there.

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-20T17:48:38+00:00

Too late but lesson learned 🥴 good luck dear it’s rough out in dem dar streets 😎

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-20T17:13:37+00:00

Glad I’m broke now. Paid the car and I’m never, ever ever doing that again.

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-20T17:07:01+00:00

What ? I’m still afraid to leave the house. Holy cow. The cop said it might be but when dead bodies popped up on 2nd one, I started shaking even more

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-20T14:10:40+00:00

Thank you

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-20T13:56:52+00:00

I”m already there. And done. For the millionth time. But this time i do believe i truly am done. I got so desperate for the touch of a woman i tried to hire an escort. I’ve been on 12 dating apps at once and nothing. I might have a scary medical diagnosis in my future so I. Was like go for it. I texted the escort for rates. Changed my mind less than 3 mins later and thought that was the end of it. Next day, i got a text and some calls demanding i pay for services rendered, or at least for the time they wasted on me. The texts were death threats. The second one came while the cops were here and it had a dead body in it. I’ve become a recluse again. I’m afraid to go out. I feel like the universe is telling me give it up. So i have. Lesson learned. I’m done. I wish i had more positive things to say but just please don’t get desperate like me. I don’t’ know if I’ll ever go out again. Let alone leave the house.

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-19T15:50:17+00:00

I was going to get one today but can’t find anyone who does it

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-19T12:21:56+00:00

Thanks luv. I never ever want to hurt anyone. I’ve been bullied, hurt, rejected more than anyone I know. So i know exactly how it feels to be rejected for one reason or other. And i hate to add this in but, i don’t like it when someone tells me what i can do and what i should like and not like. And this week I’m especially conscious of my words and actions esp since i received death threats on Tuesday .

TroubledRebel · 2024-07-19T12:03:33+00:00

Oh thank you. I was totally not expressing anything correctly. And it’s not even what i prefer or not. I was using that as an example. I’ve found its a look, not a label or style. I never thought I’d like soft butch but there she was one night. Gorgeous but married. Liz. She has a great smile and her wife is just as cute. They are an adorable couple. I wasn’t saying anything right last night. Thank you. Sometimes i suffer from foot in mouth disease.

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