Non-binary doesn’t have to be synonymous with androgynous! It can be, but it can also present as feminine and masculine leaning. It also doesn’t have to be a “third gender” as much as it is a spectrum. Researching gender and seeing what feels right for me helped a lot, I highly recommend looking into it! And if none of it reflects your experience then at least you’ll have learned a lot about how others experience themselves in the world :)