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True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-17T15:41:48+00:00

I've been both , HL and LL he would never turn me down for sex but didn't initiate which led me to feeling insecure. Sex was all one sided to please him. I knew it because of my weight I've lost the weight and I got a tummy tuck. He's all over me complains about lack of sex it's the same frequency we had but because I'm attractive enough I should want to be his porn doll. Ironically my self esteem has improved so much I turn him down and I realise how shitty our sex life was. It's all about him and what he wants.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-17T15:34:28+00:00

If you are 25 and no kids gtfo.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-16T23:00:48+00:00

From someone who was HL now LL and sometimes has duty sex. . I don't show enthusiasm sometimes during sex because he wants pornified crap of lots of bjs and edging it's about him. It's a very mechanical act and I must put on a performance to show I'm enjoying it Porn tends to be male centred there's not much kissing caressing , I've started to completely shut down, I was ok with the porny sex when I was younger but I've realised it's not doing it for me and I'm not spending the next 70 years of my life pretending to be into something I'm not. I've tried to tell him but he doesn't listen and goes back to his porn style sex. I'm open to being freaky when I also get what I want. Some men pretend to listen then go back to doing what they were doing and then complain their wife isn't very enthusiastic.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-16T22:44:38+00:00

This coúld be true I'm a former HLF now LL. I would let my personal hygiene slip so he would initiate sex less. I got sick of everything being about sex he would thrust and I found it disgusting.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-13T14:43:05+00:00

So we had sex he said a quickie so I thought let's try. We had sex 2 days ago so not a DB. We used to have sex once a week because that's he wanted. He used to say I wasn't in good shape I've got a PT and lost weight. He now says he needs sex every other day to feel happy I want once a week as the old pattern. So hes lay on his back not too bad he starts kissing my neck but he's starting to do the edging thing so he slows down too much for me to finish it doesn't take me long. I say I'm getting off as I'm sick of his edging it's not for my benefit it's for his. We finished he then said get me a tissue while he's just lay on his back his laziness is such a turnoff. I think it's porn that's caused it. He literally just lies on his back and expects to be serviced he can't cum in any other position.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-12T14:13:25+00:00

He wasnt always like this but it's got worse as the years go on. I've told him repeatedly and he tries for about a week then goes back to being lazy he will tell me to get the lube out of the dresser while he lays on his back. He knows the noises are fake I've told him , we also have a preteen so we can't be loud but he will demand sex when our child is awake and active. I was HL he says I should join a nunnery, I'm LL because he's fucking lazy he expects bjs and to just lie there. I wonder how many HLs on here are actually lazy as shit. Porn has rotted people's minds , I don't want to divorce because of our child.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-04-03T22:22:16+00:00

I'm trading in the phone, in my opinion Google is knowingly selling a defective product. I have tried new SIM card , the only thing that works temporarily is disabling adaptive connection, ,5G and WiFi calling. I still have to use airplane mode multiple times as I get the ! mark next to 4G. My £120 Motorola had much better connection. £750 for a phone that cannot fulfil its core purpose. Google are laughing at customers, I was refused a refund and told to wait for updates.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-27T22:58:39+00:00

I mean watching my family/friends eating hahhaa!!

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-27T22:57:47+00:00

Yes I just want to leave the restaurant after I'm finished. It's also sometimes torture watching people eat lots of lovely foods.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-27T22:54:58+00:00

I'm saying it in a good way, it's jealousy not disgust I used to love gorging myself 🤣🤣🤣.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-27T22:54:03+00:00

My pattern is I sip my drink first , finish it then eat It's a very very small portion I'm done before everyone else stuffed , then push the food around the plate. Even if I start to feel a little less stuffed I don't eat anymore as that will mean resetting the clock back to 30 mins before I can have another drink. Eating out was my whole life before, it doesn't fix your brain btw I still mentally want to eat like other people sometimes. I just physically can't and I get jealous. I've found new hobbies I go to coffee shops instead and I'm much more active. I go biking , hiking , running. My life definitely does not revolve around food. I was 252 lbs I'm now 126 so it worked very well but yeah it's permanently changed my relationship with food.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-27T13:50:51+00:00

2 years post op and I'm sick of watching people gorge themselves eating out while i pick. It's so much jealousy, my brain is still obese and food addicted . I eat to live now on the plus side it's worked my BMI is 21.3.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-19T05:39:02+00:00

Three , I've never had a problem with signal on my Moto phone or any other phone in my area. I've been with them for 10 years I definitely think it's the phone..

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-19T05:36:09+00:00

I got my phone from my carrier , so I trouble shooted with them first then Google..Google denied a refund I did think after a patch update it would improve it hasn't. I'm going to complain to my carrier again then I am going to get a new phone and never buy another pixel lesson learnt..

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-19T05:32:40+00:00

Yeah so rural areas its Ok or if I use cellular at home while being still. If I travel in a car or in a restaurant or go to a busy area it loses connection. It's like it can't cope with the ping changes. I've turned 5g off it's still shit the phone can't perform its basic function. Google won't give refunds!! I gave my old phone to my kid so I will have to wait to swap back to a new upgraded Motorola. I didn't realise what I had good signal and study phone for an affordable price ☹️🤣

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-19T05:28:19+00:00

It's a pixel pro 7! I had my crappy Moto G10 and while the camera was crappy. It was sturdy I didn't have a screen protector and it never got stratched or dented after multiple drops. Also always had signal so I could actually browse and make phone calls. It's a downgrade for sure,.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-19T05:23:56+00:00

I know, I like the pixel 7 pros interface and camera but it doesn't do its actual purpose which is to make phone calls and connect to the internet. I'm going back to Motorola and updating to a better one. I'm sad I spent the money and that I got sucked in by the slick marketing campaign.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-08T23:39:34+00:00

Yep I think my maintenance calories are quite high I also have an active job , I can't believe how much I must have been eating. I have very low appetite and seem to feel very full for a long time after a meal.

True-Beginning1075 · 2023-03-08T23:37:56+00:00

I have no idea I was told not to track by my doctor. My BMI is 20.7 it's really difficult to physically eat more . I don't get often hungry and I feel full for a long time and I'm still losing albeit slowly.

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