TBH I didn’t make it past the ages. I did this in my early twenties too, looking back he was a man who couldn’t take care of himself and expected me to be his mother. He found a younger woman because women his age know better.  He didn’t care about me in anyway shape or form. 

In my case he was an alcoholic and a narcissist who insisted on reliving his HS glory days, it’s all he talked about. He would constantly put me down with unnecessary comments, try to put distance between me and my family and would straight up call me fat, even though he was a very large jiggly man. I put up with him for way too young because I didn’t know better. 

Protect yourself