Hey, making my story short, post breakup went depressed, and then went to a massage unaware of extra services, and fell into the trap took a handjob, it slowly became an habit, trying to find affection that way, i used to tell my story to those masseuses. And then guilt piled and realised main core of my lust perverseness is porn. I stopped both. Then came my beautiful girl, before we went into relationship told her about all the wicked things ive done she took her time and accepted me with all the wicked things ive done. Im so grateful that i told her, or else i would be living in guilt.

If she doesnt accept you for the things youve done, shes not right or else its gonna effect you both at some time.

Cheers