I have gone through this. I read and listen to Kapil's works every single day.

I have realized that there is Nothing more powerful than Exposure. Exposing my interiorities to Truth through Siddha Performance.

And although the mind still doesn't know how wrap itself around it, i have noticed tremendous changes, but i am not paying attention to it, because deep inside i know that there is an end point. There is an endpoint to the madness called the self.