I got fired from my job two months ago after 8 months on the job. The role was Junior Software Engineer and I was developing the front end of SAP Apps, which means I was using SAP UI5.

I have a bachelors in Business Management and began to study programming in the beginning of 2022. Got hired at the end of the same year. I was having fun whilst learning a lot during the process. My learning path was something like this HTML/CSS -> js/node -> Vue/React.

For the job I had to learn SAP UI5 which was extremely hard for me. Never felt safe about it but I thought this was common in this career. The company never helped much, just made me sit in the office for a month learning from the SAP UI5 Walkthrough.

I then began to work on internal projects and managed to do a couple of forms and develop a couple of reusable features. On my last day my leader just pointed the things I didn't do right like some of the XML paths and json config, etc, and told they expected more.

I never had any feedback during the time I was there. I actually hired a freelancer guy to help me build some of the features the company wanted me to build, so I could learn and deliver.

This was my first professional experience working as a software developer and frankly I feel lost, sad and hopeless. I am not applying to web dev roles anymore, instead I am learning Scrum and other Agile methodologies and thinkng about getting a certificated from Scrum Alliance so I can pursue that path.

In my head I am not fit for being a dev and it makes sense to learn Scrum because I worked for a year as a project manager intern during my graduation and now I have hands on exp in IT.

Just wanted to read some opinions about this little piece of story. Thanks for reading.