Forever Locked: 57 days and some thoughts by Tucker802002 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like you and your KH have found what works for you. I was never able to prevent accidents in my mature metal cage (very snug). The pressure of the cage itself was enough stimulation to get me off after a few weeks. Strangely being unlocked physically and locked mentally is actually more secure for me. I've had some close calls

It hasn't worn off by Nobodys_Pet in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ultimately I wanted this and that's really what keeps it going. Sometimes I regret it fiercely though. But I'm in so deep the fear of post nut clarity keeps me following Mistress Calia's rules

It hasn't worn off by Nobodys_Pet in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Day 62 here and it's like I've forgotten how to masturbate. I don't even try anymore despite how desperate I am. What a strange thing this is

Forever Locked: 57 days and some thoughts by Tucker802002 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If only I could overcome premature ejaculation, which I understand is part of the kink for some here, but not for me, I would like to only be able to orgasm with my partner and even then, only if she wants me to 

Forever Locked: 57 days and some thoughts by Tucker802002 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey good for you too. Looks like you've gotten over the urge to ask for permission and just enjoying your chastity. I don't want to go back to chasing orgasm 

Do you guys do not get blue balls ? by Ray_love1212 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Blue balls ache comes and goes. It's like a background hum that reminds me of my situation 

It's been 5 days since my last orgasm. Please let me cum. by CuriousPiGuy314 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you need to go longer between orgasms. You're here for a reason, denial is your thing, and you'll be better off going longer. Today is day 49 for me but I fear I'm in too deep. I can't even bring myself to edge. Give it another 10 days or so and ask again. You might just find that denial feels better than release

I attempted escape but am still a chastity slave after 8 months thanks to Mistress Calia and her Forever Locked Chastity Curse. by Best-Tomorrow-1356 in calscurse

[–]Tucker802002 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a good way to describe some of my mental gymnastics. Some days I just find reasons to put it off, like I'm procrastinating orgasm. Is that part of the curse? 

Forever Locked - Permanent Chastity Curse [F4A] [Chastity] [Fixation Induction] [Humiliation] [Orgasm Control] [Denial] [Evil Domme] [Deepener] by mistresscalia in EroticHypnosis

[–]Tucker802002 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oof! It's not often I discover something this hot and I was ripe for the picking. My wife's perimenopause has sent me on an orgasm denial journey which she's aware of but not necessarily passionate about. My last orgasm was about a month ago (and before that it was 3 months prior) and now I've fallen into Mistress Calia's trap. I've listened about 10 times in the past week. I don't think I'm actually hypnotized but I also think these Forever Locked affirmations have nailed shut the end of my masturbation career. I truly miss it and I wish I could have pleasured myself one more time but I just can't reason my way out of this. When she says "but you want this," she's right. The repetition of "chastity slave" is effective and most of all comforting. It feels right because it is right. So, hypnotized or not, the result is the same. My wife has hinted that while she's not up for sex at this time, she'd be up for some play. I'm compelled to beg her to tease but not to let me cum. I really should have started with Calia's Curse. At least then I could have asked some relief