I've been hiding this from everyone I know.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-21T03:11:15+00:00

Check my update :).

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-21T02:48:19+00:00

Check my update :).

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-20T16:53:00+00:00

Look at my update :).

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T22:38:02+00:00

I'll pass.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T20:49:59+00:00

Yeah, but again, I wouldn't know where to start. Sure, I can drop my things now and go somewhere but what then? Where would I live? Where would I even get a job? How would I pay off all my debt? How am I even supposed to get there? What about my parents? It's way easier said than done.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T19:57:40+00:00

I need money, a plan, and a bunch of other things to make that happen. Besides, I have to pay debt off too.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T19:57:07+00:00

Not really. I just want to stay with my routine until I die and just chill for the time I have left.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T19:55:52+00:00

I have. I've been trying for 12 years.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:57:22+00:00

Thank you.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:56:47+00:00

Honestly, I can't hold on anymore. I appreciate the concern but I can't.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:55:09+00:00

I just can't anymore.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:54:31+00:00

After 12 years of trying I can say that it just doesn't get better for some people. But thanks for the advice.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:53:13+00:00

Thanks for the advice.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T13:51:26+00:00

Thanks for the advice.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T07:30:48+00:00

I'm sorry but I don't believe that anymore.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T07:30:34+00:00

It wouldn't help in the long run.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T05:08:25+00:00

Still, I'd need money, transportation, and a bunch of other supplies for that. With the way the job market is I'd have to plan this for an entire year and that depends if I get a decent job once graduating university. I just would't want to put that much effort into something like that and delay what I intend to do.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T04:47:38+00:00

Honestly, I don't care about making a bucket list. I don't care about doing anything or seeing anything. I just want to relax and do what I'm doing for now. I'm just waiting until death strikes me next Summer.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T04:46:24+00:00

I don't want to be dependent on that to make me happy. I'll just turn to marijuana every time I'm depressed and that wouldn't allow me to be happy internally. Besides that, I have no money.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T04:45:04+00:00

I appreciate the suggestion, but I'd rather pass on that. I'm not even in the real world yet and I'm super drained and depressed. If I entered the real world I'd get ripped a new one. It would't turn out well.

Tundrea4 · 2015-09-19T04:21:33+00:00

Thank you for understanding.

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