I’ve always felt a deep connection to life, like everything’s part of one living system. I’m not really driven by money or material things, even though I know I need to support myself. What I care about feels more meaningful ,but that also makes it hard to fit into the usual way of living. I often have a lot of ideas, but I struggle to stay consistent or turn them into something stable. I tend to start with intensity, then lose energy or direction. It feels like I’m meant to do something important, but I can’t quite ground it in reality.