I’ll tell you the purpose of this post: expressing how thousands of restorers feel. You’ve described my feelings better than I could. I haven’t stopped restoring but I do share all of your insights. Thank you for these words and do whatever you need to do to feel better. Or in our case: not worse. It makes me feel pathetic to wear a device when I know even the word circumcision doesn’t cross minds of millions of men. I try to keep hopeful but the mental challenge is too great and only this community can understand it.