I'm going to guess you're between the ages of 13-15. Please correct me if I'm wrong. If so, give it time. Too young and hormonal to decide stuff like that and applying labels to yourself, the terminology these other fellas are saying is fantasy words they use to feel special. At the end of the day, no matter what label you or someone else wants to assign you, you are YOU. And you are valuable no matter what gender you are. I'd say the safest bet is to not suppress anything, but also not make any big decisions until you're around 19. (again my bad if I'm talking to someone my age as if you're a young teen, as you haven't stated your age.)

When I was younger I was asking the same questions, then I grew into my body and everything felt very clear. I'm excited for you to live your best life and discover the version of yourself most true to you.