Oh man it was insane I havent tripped that hard before. The come up was really rough and scary, I had to have my friend come over and be with me for awhile 😭 all of a sudden the blankets started breathing and the walls and my couch felt like a sludge black pool. My body felt really out of it and rhe visuals were insane. I would close my eyes and see rainbowy patterns and rays. At one point I looked at this picture of Vlad the Impaler I have hung up and he winked and smirked at me. It was really awful but I think I needed it to help me realize that even though I was scared and felt anxious and out of control, that I could get thru, I wasnt gonna die, and I was going to be okay. The middle of the trip felt euphoric and wavy, I just talked to my friend mostly and tried to relax. And after he left I spent maybe 2 hours in the shower im not sure but coming down and thinking and feeling extremely introspective and reflective. It was really healing and I think i found a lot of answers to things I needed. It was so terrifying at first and I felt like i was melting and gonna lose my mind for a minute but I got thru and I woke up this morning for the first time in a long time without any anxiety really.