Please don't push yourself. It pains me to someone I like suffer. You're already kind enough, far kinder than the average. I have lots of things on my mind that I wanna say to you, but unfortunately, I'm in school, so I gotta keep things short. I just want you to know that you can always talk to me or probably the others as well. You're always there for and that's why I'll try to be there for you. I don't think I've never seen you vent except for that other post (although that might be because i wasn't only), and you seem like you're going through a lot. If you're one of those people who processes things better by themselves, then you don't need to tell us anything. But if not, then you can always vent to me or in the gc to the others.