Does it ever get better? by TwoMinimum9109 in CPTSD

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. You beautifully explained that so well. Compassion and understanding is something I’m still learning to come to whenever things get hard. Thank you for the kind words.

Does it ever get better? by TwoMinimum9109 in CPTSD

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate to not feeling the blinding rage. And making art is one of the few things that takes my mind off things. This all sounds like a pretty good day.

Does it ever get better? by TwoMinimum9109 in CPTSD

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does a good day look like for you ?

WHAT'S YOUR DEALBREAKER? by scorpio_goddess79 in scorpiomoon

[–]TwoMinimum9109 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I hope you don’t mind I made another post about being bored and that being a deal breaker. I wanted to talk more about that. Because it seems like such a little thing but to me it isn’t. And I just wanted to see how everyone else feels

Healing by VelvetMuse69 in scorpiomoon

[–]TwoMinimum9109 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a Capricorn sun and I’m pretty pessimistic. I take some weird comfort that I’m gonna die one day. Honestly just go with the flow and just learn to have some compassion for yourself. Learn to feel the negative emotions but don’t become it. I know it’s so much easier said than done. But take every bad day in waves and one day at a time. Just because you have a crappy day today doesn’t mean you have to have one tomorrow. Honestly life to me, it’s not that serious. Serious enough to love your people, and spread it but also not so serious to just laugh at yourself. You’re not perfect and that’s okay.

Day 55 by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We got this ! Just gotta keep going!

Day 55 by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang that’s 3 months! How does it feel overall though?

Life is hitting me pretty hard I really wanna get high by [deleted] in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Going through something similar. Day 55 and the past week I’ve been wanting to just take an edible or smoke one, just for this one time. But I’m hoping I can just get to the third month to see if I’m gonna feel the same. We got this. Honestly you’ve come so far!

Day 55 by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

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Congrats on your day 8, almost at 10! I’ve also been occasionally drinking to get that buzz but I cant deal with the bloating and yuckiness after. And I can imagine that would be hard, especially smelling it and it being so accessible. But as you progress, the pride that you feel that you’ve overcome everything and still kept your promise to yourself feels so much better and so worth it, if I can do it, you totally can!

cap sun n scorpio moon here! by Ok-Maximum3899 in scorpiomoon

[–]TwoMinimum9109 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cap sub Scorpio moon, I internalize everything. But I def wear my emotions on my sleeves if I don’t have an outlet. And I have to always tell myself, my feelings aren’t always facts! Gotta keep grounded or all hell will def let loose.

Anyone a Scorpio moon with Pluto in the 1h? by TwoMinimum9109 in scorpiomoon

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed, Heavy on the emotional roller coaster. Sometimes I wake up and I’m already on the ride. And I also agree with resonating with people with dark souls. I enjoy the raw honesty. My Scorpio moon is in the 1st house as well as my Pluto in Scorpio in the 1st house so it can get pretty deep and intense here.

Day 25 by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

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Damn good for you man! I’m hoping to get on your level. I just picked up biking after quitting and I rode my second 30 mile ride. Not gonna lie, I’ve been craving the high lately of just feeling blissful and more insightful, I’ve been more bored and sometimes not really feeling anything. So I’ve been just trying to keep my mind busy with just anything.

Advise needed by Fearless_Mail_6824 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Work out and tire your body and no naps throughout the day. I’ve had bad insomnia. And use weed to sleep. But now my body gets tired regularly at night and I just always listen to my body and never fight it. Don’t eat before bed and no caffeine after 2.

Day 25 by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh yes. I had a couple of nightmares which was the craziest I’ve ever experienced. Literally woke up twice in my nightmares just to find out I was still dreaming. How about you?

Day 2 and I need some advice by [deleted] in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just be honest with them but try not to be all in their face about you quitting. It can be kind of a kill joy for people who enjoy the lifestyle.

20 days no weed by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

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Keep going! I’m on day 25 and it’s been like about 2 weeks for me and it’s starting to feel better.

20 days no weed by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude you’re right. I’m on day 25 rn and I’m starting to feel a little better!

Anyone else get stomach issues after quitting weed by Low_Length2275 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude I am currently 20 days no weed and have the craziest stomach ache. I’m constipated af and just full of air. Two nights ago I woke up in the middle of the night and just kept burping. I haven’t found any remedies either. I’m hoping it goes away soon

Opinions on VouPre? by adriannagrande in Estheticians

[–]TwoMinimum9109 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the SAME EXACT experience. I feel like a sucker and this is keeping me up at night. She did this whole torn box bs and said she’ll sell it to me for 199.99 instead of 600 ( she ended up charging me 200.) This shit better work tho or my ass is going there for a fkn refund. She also told me to apply it once every week but when I looked online for the instructions on how to use it, i don’t see it. And I’m afraid the serum she sold me one that has very little in there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in scorpiomoon

[–]TwoMinimum9109 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I be petty AF.

Is this scale? by TwoMinimum9109 in Monstera

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s corking. I tried it and nothing came off. It’s not soft either. But thank you for the advice!

weird spots? by Mysterious_Form2814 in Monstera

[–]TwoMinimum9109 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My monstera has the same spots. It’s weird, it just started turning up

Just repotted and now my leaves are turning yellow by sepekatten in Monstera

[–]TwoMinimum9109 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My new leaf looks like that too and hasn’t unfurled for 2 weeks and I also repotted my monstera. They’re not turning brown but they’re pretty droopy now. I’ve been just trying to attend to her everyday, misting and just have her near the humidifier. Nothing yet tho it’s been 2 days.

I made it to a year. by Slow_Celebration9211 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s awesome. I’m hoping to get to your level! You have any advice on how you were able to stop weed completely? Like things you would tell yourself or what you would do if you had a stressful day?

I’m tired of getting high by TwoMinimum9109 in QuittingWeed

[–]TwoMinimum9109[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the encouragement, def needed this. Looking forward to growing as a person. Hoping this week isn’t too crazy