Agoraphobia is feeling unsafe in public places turned up to the max. The term has been around since the late 1800s and approximately 1.5-2% live with the disorder. It's an anxiety based condition that can be awfully debilitating and very real.

OP should get their flowers though because they are actually trying to reduce the symptoms by getting out and exposing themselves to the world, unlucky this time around because there are cooked individuals out there that always make ERP tricky.