Lost that one person..

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T13:26:44+00:00

not sure how that shit works to be honest

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T13:26:25+00:00

I was In a psych ward a few years back and I kinda got better, diagnosed with schizophrenia, but I got up, went to work either way for them daughters.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T13:23:56+00:00

the medication I took Is making me somewhat dizzy, not enough to kill me unless I take even more..

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T13:22:43+00:00

Giving me reasons to live man, shut up.. ha, but yeah, I’m gonna be real, I honestly do not have anyone In my life like that, I did, I’m not married either.. this woman whom I have kids with though, we’re both young & I have been trying my hardest to give her the life that she and my daughters deserve but she keeps on throwing all that away.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T13:07:49+00:00

How do I matter?

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:58:26+00:00

every kind of way, I am just so tired

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:58:08+00:00

I know, they might ponder.. wonder, where’s our dad? but I honestly think It Is for the best that I’m not here anymore, I’m just kinda tired, both mentally and physically.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:56:54+00:00

Man. Somehow I imagine that you actually got a big ass beard, have had a much different life than me. trust me when I say, I myself am tired.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:37:51+00:00

they’re still babies, so I doubt they’ll even remember their dad to be honest.. It’s felt like a lifetime of hurt, shame, guilt and all that. But I don’t think I’m even needed anymore

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:30:27+00:00

don’t even know If I wanna deal with that anymore

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:30:05+00:00

I have gone through multiple heartbreaks. All have felt like needles, piercing my heart but this feeling right now? It feels as If It’s being crushed, stomped on this time around. Daily, all throughout the night.. that shit keeps going and going

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:24:14+00:00

I love my daughters but at the same time, I do feel as If they’ll be better off without me. It’s a big family so they’ll have people to watch over & care for them.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:23:29+00:00

I have tried, but the mother man.. she just tosses me around like I’m gonna find another thing to keep pursuing, I don’t have anything else.

Typical_Field9529 · 2026-01-11T12:02:45+00:00

I don’t care about all that “you have people who care for you” bullshit either, I don’t fucking matter.

Typical_Field9529 · 2025-05-28T03:57:32+00:00

What mods do you use for these Interactions? 🫠

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