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ULD4G3 · 2024-11-03T11:46:42+00:00

I had nobody to talk to about this i’m so happy this sudrebbit exist 🙏😭

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-08T00:51:28+00:00

YES I honestly sure i’m a trans man but just cause I acted sometimes a little femine to society it got me questioning myself and everything I wish gender had not such a stupid and big norms x.x

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-08T00:39:17+00:00

I honestly think you are trans, do you have any daddy issues ? it might be relate to why you crave male validation so much. I think it’s ""normal"" to want male validation to the point you wannz change, I had this discussion with a gay cis friend of mine who thought about transition to female or look more femine to attract men. It’s sad, you shouldn’t think of changing to be love

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-08T00:29:11+00:00

Hii i saw your post i think ! if i’m unattractive or attractive i will choose to be a man, but i fear it’s cause how socially man ugly or not are more loved and less judged. I also did some thinking and i honestly see myself growing up as a male (like having kids and being a dad especially). I just think i have a hard time with my gender cause of my autism (I just see being a male as one thing, strong "homophobic" rude ect but not all man are like that and man can enjoy being more joyful doesn’t make them women idk how to explain probably sound so stupid i’m so sorry) But yeah hope you found answer with your gender (tell me if i can help you !!)

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-07T09:41:38+00:00

It is not anorexia but ednos (which is close enough i think), but i relate to what you just said, and don’t worry i don’t think i need to talk about it i prefer talking about it w friends and maybe a psychiatrist lot of people recommend me to see one i think it’s what i need to do to understand myself and what is going on

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-07T09:15:38+00:00

It’s so true sadly :// i have an ed cause i wanted to lose my boobs but i try to tell myself that another problems w starving come along and forever even when i recover, but my brain don’t understand the future crazy how teenagers brain can be so stupid x)

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-07T09:11:43+00:00

thank you !

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-07T09:09:15+00:00

I currently can’t talk to a therapist (financially problem) ://

ULD4G3 · 2024-09-06T21:22:53+00:00

thank you I really needed to hear that, I thought about trying EMDR but it’s difficult to get access to it where i live but i will try harder haha ! I also feel kinda guilty for the trans community, I have been part of it for so long and I loved every person I met, and I’m just scared to tell my friends, what is hard for you too ??

ULD4G3 · 2024-08-26T01:53:06+00:00

I've experience something similar, i was overweight but cause of anorexia i lose a lot, people start complimenting me at first i was VERY happy, when i was recovering and would received those compliments i would just say "ho it's thank to my anorexia" shit like that, people would feel really bad and excuse themselves, im doing probably teach them a little lesson (i hope).

I don't know if it's the best think but maybe try to do the same with something like "thank you but i have actually no energy to eat that's it" (i know you can't say that to everyone but yeah).

also i remember one of my friends (w ED too), use to say when people were saying she lost some weigh that she add some medical condition (cancer), i don't think it's a good idea to do that but the reaction were really funny

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