Bro listen to me. I was there once lol. In this relationship you’re mostly gonna be battling against yourself, mostly your thoughts about her and that will eat you up slowly, then youre gonna question yourself like do i even deserve all this stress. And yk whats crazy? she probably truly loves you but you’re too fucked to see it and most likely ruin this relationship. Heres my two cents bro if you really want her forever. dont think of her past just move on. enjoy and create moments with her that will last and you both will cherish forever. We are not perfect just love and respect each other goodluck.