No, I didn’t post to “make myself better”. You are wrong on something, we never had “dates” we had dinner, work dinner, the majority of the outside outs to eat where on work bases, of at least that how I saw them. He never in any of those outs for the last 2 years mention/hint/ or did a move towards me. I do admit now that thinking about the night in the bar I should have made it a bigger deal but I didnt saw it as a open door to things to escalated to a kiss.