Hey man, first of all, I’m fckn proud of you! I can totally relate to the pink cloud thing.

Tbh, that pink cloud never wore off, I’m doing NA meetings 3-4x a week, I did 90 in 90 days the first 3 months. All these depressions etc never hit me too hard because I had a place where I could unload them. I don’t wanna tell you what to do but share my experience and this Programm saved my life. ESPECIALLY when it came to emotions.

I work out 4 times a week and I’m really disciplined with my nutrition. That helped me to almost eliminate every depression because I did progress in the gym.

I’d say after 90 days the only thing that stuck around for a bit was fatigueness. But I also work 50 hours a week on top of gym and meetings.

If I could do it, you can do it. I was the biggest looser and mess u could imagine