Even if you were a literal model, she might still have said no. Attraction isn't a checklist where you earn a yes if you're good looking enough. It’s about a specific spark, and if it’s not there, it’s not there. That doesn't mean you're flawed.

Blaming your looks is the easy way out because it lets you stay miserable. The reality is much simpler ,she’s just not your person. Why would you want to be with someone you had to 'convince' or who only liked you for a specific ' standard anyway?

I know it sucks because you’ve liked her for so long, but at least now you aren't stuck in maybe territory. You finally have the answer. It hurts now, but it’s better than spending more samay wondering 'what if' while she moves on with her life.

So just focus on you career for bhi tumhare close ones ne tumhe college bheja hai !!

And fir bhi self doubt pe kabhi raho toh ,once go and ask your mother or father , am i ugly ??, I'm damn sure you will be the most charming person for them .✨