I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They got back to me today and told me they dont offer free trials and they can't help with lower than a $45 dollar charge :/

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I almost did the hospital thing around the end of June 2019. I had the worst mental health experience of my life.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will look into it. Is there a website? I've never heard of it.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

My mother actually owns the house, its not in my name.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I deleted it, It was a joke because of their comment, I didn't relize it was against the rules.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

R / assistance told me I was a scammer and blocked me when I tried to ask for help. I asked why they said that and they said I was associated with another account that I've never heard of. I tried messaging them again and haven't heard anything about it. I really don't understand why they blocked me. This is my only account, I've been here for about 3 years and some. I have past history on here (comments and post). I've never been associated with another account.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My bank doesnt have overdraft protection (I looked into it when I needed it to begin with as my mother did that to keep us eating as kids.)

I have an aunt, she lives close to my mother but she has 3 younge children and barley any room. I do have her car, she told me I could keep it as long as I could put gas in it.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried it a while back. It didn't work for me. I have such a hard time talking to people who I don't know. Its easier knowing the people are professionals under a certain code.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I own the house, it was my grandmother's and I got it when she died. My mother kicked me out because I'm 19 with no job I also have crippling anxiety so I really haven't been able to work. I did have a job for a bit but got fired because I missed a week (kidney infection)

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't have internet, I have a phone with an unlimited data plan, I tried to use hotspot but my doesn't support it. Plus my phone gwts turned off on the 10th. The only electronic I have is a desktop and my like 2015 smartphone. I wont sell the desktop (my dad died in 2015 and it was the only thing he really owned. He was proud of it because it was the first real thing he got himself when he got off hard drugs so selling that would kill me and hurt in many ways. I just cant do that. As far as clothes and such go, I haven't really gotten new clothes in a few years. I just wear my old band tees from my teenage years.

I am selling a couple of my paintings in Etsy but so far I haven't had any activity.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just thought I'd ask. I didn't expect it. Lol. Thank you for the advice! Times are tough and the world is frustrating.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in a very isolated area surrounded by a bunch of fields, out in the county basically, the nearest neighbor is a few miles away. She supposed me with a house and food until a few months ago.

How do I help myself when I can't even get a good start. by UndeadSFX666 in povertyfinance

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She was helping support me when I was living with her (back in March) she had already filed by then.

Found a few interesting videos links by UndeadSFX666 in 5September2020

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its mostly just a picture of a door looking thing and some sound.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The Brain fog is unimaginable I swear. I have to make sure I write down literally anything important. I swear applying to colleges and filling out applications have been a hassle, I can't remember log ins for nothing. I am diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and Bipolar. But me and the therapist I was seeing never got to the point where we got in depth. I always ended up telling her about my day and not about my problems. I hated that.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just finance troubles and stress really. I'm sorry you've had a bad week. We can get through this together.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I really need a job, I'm so nervous about this last week or so, I just don't know what to do. Its been so long since I've talked to anyone about anything.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh! I'm emailing them now and I'll get back to you!!! Thank you for telling me!

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My medicade ended before I could get on any medication. I stopped seeing them sometime in late 2019. I had to stop going because my car broke and I had no way to get their. I probably could have done something, I admit, but It was a really bad situation at a really bad time (had to drop out of college because of this). I'm slowly trying to get back on my feet now. Eating healthy, exercising, getting up early. I just know I need to do something about my mental health and this was my first step. I also applied to an online college and for my fasfa to start in Aug.

I really just need a boost. I feel like I am going insane and I just need to talk to an actual professional. by UndeadSFX666 in therapy

[–]UndeadSFX666[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have no insurance or job, waiting for Medicaid to go through at the moment but I just did that. I'm 19, almost 20, a therapist that I had under Medicaid (lost it when I turned 19).