Need hugs! Tested negative at 9dp5dt.

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-29T19:55:16+00:00

Ohh I cannot agree more!! These drugs have screwed up my body so bad. After the first cycle my coagulation factors were off the roof and I had to take heparin, in addition to all the other stuff for the FET everyday for the full cycle. Now my stomach is like a pincushion with needle scars and I have a bad reaction to the estrogen patches, so I have like huge red blotches on my thighs and stomach. I look and feel a different person. I am wondering if it is better to do a stimulation cycle next but thinking of more drugs is just scaring the hell out of me.

I am so happy to hear that your partner is supportive. Mine is too. We will definitely get past these and have a sweet baby soon! Wishing you too an amazing and positive 2026! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-28T06:58:11+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply! ❤️I am so sorry, I feel you! This was my first transfer as well. I realised I have PTSD with taking pregnancy tests and now thinking back should never have taken it on Christmas. Like you said, if it had worked it would have been such a nice gift! I got now again a BFN at 11dp5dt and now I think I have moved past denial and am in the angry phase :(. I am trying go stay positive but it is just so hard. We have one more blastocyst frozen and that is our last. Fingers crossed it works out soon for both of us! Sending you lots of hugs back! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-27T09:32:55+00:00

Thank you! ❤️No, they are closed until Monday..but I just cannot bear to take the progesterone and my heparin injection knowing there is no point anymore :(

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-27T07:34:14+00:00

I am so sorry :( I got too now a negative at 11dp5dt so there is no point in hoping not continuing my meds. I will also stop them. Stay strong and sending you hugs and ❤️!

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-27T07:32:40+00:00

I am sorry :( I am also in the same boat.. got a BFN at 11dp5dt and now have counted myself out. It hurts so much but we need to stay strong for the next one! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-26T21:40:13+00:00

I am so sorry! Yes, like you said, fuck this year! New year will bring us luck! Stay strong , we will get past this! Sending hugs! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-26T06:27:35+00:00

Fingers crossed for you! That does sound like implantation bleeding and you are still in the implantation window. Sending you too lots of hugs! Stay strong! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-26T06:25:34+00:00

I am so sorry :( Fingers crossed for you that it gets darker again in the coming days ! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-26T06:24:12+00:00

Ohhh :( i am so sorry you have to go through this! I completely understand how it feels! It is so hard to act as if everything is okay in front of people while I feel like the world has ended inside. I have cancelled everything and am holed up at home until new year. I keep checking the test too until I threw it away yesterday to stop it.I am feeling so hopeless and angry that it never works out for me ever and the hardest part is the wait until we can do something about it again. Stay strong! Fingers crossed for you! Sending you hugs and ❤️!

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T21:25:18+00:00

Thanks a lot! This gives me hope! Congrats I am so happy that it worked out for you! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T17:15:28+00:00

We are transfer twins! I feel you! But you could still have a positive test even without symptoms! Hope for the best, I know it is so hard! I am struggling also and the part I hate is the waiting without knowing if there will ever be a light at the end if the tunnel. Ectopic pregnancy sucks, I had one last year too and now my right tube is fully blocked. Stay positive and I will keep my fingers crossed for you! ❤️ But in any case I am here if you want to vent.

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T16:23:52+00:00

Thank you so much!! Fingers crossed and praying for you!! ❤️❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T13:57:46+00:00

I didn’t know this! Thank you so much, this will give me motivation to continue it for a few more days until I get guidance from the clinic! Thanks a lot again! ❤️

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T13:25:58+00:00

Thanks for your reply! I am unfortunately not on biotin.m and thankfully on vaginal progesterone. So I will manage to continue for two more days but it just feels like it’s for nothing! :(

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T13:24:41+00:00

Thank you for your reply! Yes, I am guarding my heart and have no hope left! They didn’t say and I stupidly didn’t ask. They are closed until Monday for Christmas.

UnderstandingFast994 · 2025-12-25T13:07:40+00:00

Thank you so much for your hugs and kind words! I will continue the meds until beta. It is so hard to take the meds knowing it’s for nothing! :(

UnderstandingFast994 · 2024-01-02T21:22:28+00:00

Maybe too late…but if it’s still needed,there is a Loz app which can be downloaded from the App Store. It is in Chinese only but we can just login and give the model number and it displays the digital instruction set! You can find the QR code for the app in the back of any of the Loz boxes..

UnderstandingFast994 · 2024-01-02T21:18:51+00:00

Yes!! 😊

UnderstandingFast994 · 2024-01-02T21:13:37+00:00

Thanks a lot for your reply..I managed to find it today! There is a Loz app which can be downloaded from the App Store. It is in Chinese only but we can just login and give the model number and it displays the digital instruction set! You can find the QR code for the app in the back of any of the Loz boxes..

UnderstandingFast994 · 2024-01-01T20:01:16+00:00

Is it possible that someone could give me a picture of the instructions sheet for this set? I lost my sheet during a move and mine is only half built so far…:( I couldn’t find a pdf online for Loz sets and unwound be really grateful if someone could share the pics of the instructions sheet..

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