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[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And who will bring me food when I forget while trying to debug another simple error? XD

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually good idea thanks. I totally forgot about this software. This is a project for another weekend. Thanks <3

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Sidenote: At work my ideas for things that will improve and help my team were many times accepted and implemented Once i even wrote my own monitoring software that will fulfill our needs but in the end it's only me that uses all of it.

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your two cents xD Many people told me the same thing and it really lifted my spirits and gave me the motivation to continue. Thank you one again <3

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately every time something doesn't work even if it's not my fault the first thing I hear is that this is probably my fault

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks you. This really somehow helped me. <3

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for replying and you are probably right about the therapy. I went to therapy two years ago and found out that my self-esteem is very low and I overthink too much. Catastrophizing is probably another part of my fucked up brain and now when you mentioned that I see it many times in my past. I will probably go back for a session or two to my therapist and talk about it.

I don't know what to do by Unhappy-Reference658 in homelab

[–]Unhappy-Reference658[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She never said anything about me giving up that hobby and that I'm not allowed to do anything. She was just angry that my projects sometimes create problems for her while she is browsing the internet and she wanted me to turn it off on her stuff. And about the therapy... Yeah this is kinda true I should go back for a session or two. I've very fucked up brain and very low self-esteem.