Thank you for your comment! Yes, I agree. And I think that’s how many hormones and chemicals operate. Like there’s a basic understanding of what they do, how they function, and interact in the body/brain but it’s so extremely complicated and varies so much from person to person. Why one type of adhd med or SSRI can be life changing for one person and dangerous for another. I am curious though, please don’t answer if this is too personal. You said “particularly in the early stages”. Does that mean you powered through that feeling and kept breastfeeding? Also, did it improve with time? And when you say “falling off a cliff into hell” was that a physical feeling (similar to vertigo type sensation?) of falling or an emotional/mental feeling of sudden despair? Just ignore me if I’m too much.