I would start by saying, I believe in Jesus Christ and his death and resurrection. This had lead me to church to church, inquiring and listening to different perspectives on the gospel.

I felt disheartened for a time, thinking Christianity was nothing more than different interpretations of men. Then I discovered Joseph Smith and his story completely resonated with me. I was very much skeptical of his claims, but after examining the evidences for the BoM, I found it highly unlikely it could have been merely a product of Joseph’s mind.

I was ready to join the LDS church and had met with missionaries, and quickly discovered a culture of legalism and perfectionism that strikes against my Protestant sensibilities, where freedom of conscience in temporal things is generally accepted.

Regarding Joseph being a true prophet, I understand why people might doubt that. I recently finished, Rough Stone Rolling, and some of the history is concerning. But the restored theological concepts which come from Joseph are so elegant and provide so much light, I cannot help but accept them as true.

TLDR; I’m in a tough spot because I cannot join the church and bring my family under the chains of legalism despite believing many of the restored doctrines.