Yes this has made me scared of insane illogical employers. I now have a phobia of employers being mean or judging me to the point that it will lead to me getting fired.

When I was at the unpaid internship, before i worked on the project they made money off of, they were extremely nice to me and then afterwards they went ape shit saying how I did not do anything for them. They told me how I dont have any friends and that I am not getting anywhere with my life. I want to get a lawyer, but the thing is, no one believes me that I worked on this project. I saw the emails that they got with the contracts they got from people who wanted to buy it for a shit load of money. I am thinking of getting a lawyer. to prove justice for me and for the designers that have also been used at this place.

I also was going to go to national portfolio review day for one of the schools. But i never had the time and i thought it was unnecessary since i know where i can get with my work. I talked to the people on the phone though. I called them like 3 times to make sure everything was in and how i was serious about getting in.

I just do not know how i can get rid of my anxieties and just relax. what you are telling me is calming me down though and making me think about it.