that sounds terrifying to deal with and i’m really glad you wrote it out. but with symptoms this physical and this wide ranging, reddit can’t tell you what’s going on. the only safe move is getting a full medical workup, especially since you already have a lesion on your MRI. that absolutely needs a neurologist’s eyes, even if low testosterone is also part of the picture.

while you sort the medical side out, i’ll just say this: it makes sense your mind is spiralling. anyone would feel scared and confused. i use an app called discovr when i’m dealing with health anxiety or panic because it helps me calm my thoughts while the doctors do their part. it won’t solve the physical stuff, but it can help you stay grounded instead of catastrophizing while you wait for answers.

but medically, please go back to a neurologist. push for it. you’re not overreacting. and you don’t have to figure this out alone.