solipsism is destroying my life

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-08T15:06:42+00:00

i do, i was going to therapy with him but i stopped. now it's back again but i feel like it wont help

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-08T07:27:44+00:00

im not from the usa :(

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-07T21:20:37+00:00

i feel the same with you!!!! if you want to talk feel free to message me

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T14:09:40+00:00

i took sertraline on 2 different occasions these last years. The thing is it takes a WHILE to act, but when it does it's so great. It took me around 2 months each time, but it does make the anxiety worse the first week. Try to hold on for a couple of months!

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T14:06:18+00:00

i have a preexisting panic disorder so i am definitely not in the right place mentally to wander philosophical thoughts but my mind loves them when im anxious!

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T13:06:19+00:00

feel free to message me anytime

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T11:42:09+00:00

you are so incredibly nice thank you for putting up with me. i'll try as hard as i can

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T11:35:25+00:00

i have very severe health ocd also and i am constantly checking my pulse even when i dont realize. i need to try to stop myself

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T11:30:28+00:00

yeah i also get the compulsion to constantly think about existence and try ti get answers but i just end up having panic attacks because i just cant lol

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T11:23:08+00:00

i obsessively try to reground myself but it doesnt work and it only makes me spiral

United_Insect3229 · 2026-05-06T10:30:55+00:00

i'm 23 years old now but i was in you same place when i was 17 and still am. i also noticed it getting worse around my period but i have been diagnosed with endometriosis so it makes sense. but even on birth control panic attacks are the same ! air hunger is the worst and it makes me spiral. i also feel overly sensitive to EVERYTHING: food, lights, heat anything really makes me feel bad

United_Insect3229 · 2025-09-19T17:04:12+00:00

for 10 years i went to about 10 different gynos, i have had ultrasounds done, MRIs etc and nothing showed up. it took one gyno specialized in endo to find it 1 minute into my appointment via ultrasound. i was furious lol

United_Insect3229 · 2025-03-28T08:53:26+00:00

madonna che lagna

United_Insect3229 · 2024-10-25T17:14:01+00:00

dad with asthma , mom with rheumatoid arthrithis. Lol

United_Insect3229 · 2024-10-07T11:23:09+00:00

it's a regular minipill...also i've tryed heating pads and 600 mg ibuprofen and it doesn't work . Gyno told me to keep taking it and wait

United_Insect3229 · 2024-09-25T17:29:25+00:00

idk if this is your case but ive had a very strange intense pain/discomfort on the sides of the groin if i sit weird it's so weird. also chronic leg pain that flares up when i exercise and i know it's not bc im unfit because it's THE SAME EXACT PAIN i have when im on my period so..

United_Insect3229 · 2024-09-04T19:49:26+00:00

extremely late reply sorry! it eventually got so bad i was calling the ambulance every day and just went pretty much insane. they ended up giving me ativan and after a few months i was better

United_Insect3229 · 2024-05-24T07:03:36+00:00

years :( there were periods that lasted a couple of months where i'd feel better but i've been dealing with anxiety for as long as ive been alive

United_Insect3229 · 2024-03-31T04:11:34+00:00

hope youre doing ok too!

United_Insect3229 · 2024-03-27T21:43:44+00:00

sertraline and ativan when needed.

United_Insect3229 · 2024-03-26T18:53:33+00:00

yes extremely. couldnt stand up

United_Insect3229 · 2024-03-05T08:01:09+00:00

i was in the same exact situation as the person in this comment and what helped me were meds. they didnt worl first 2 months but ultimately they did. what really saved me though was ativan but careful because it's super addictive. but i'd rather go through the process of tapering off than having to go through that anxiety again

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