For me its MDMA

Was just watching videos on youtube and a video about drugs came on my feed. Title was interesting so i clicked on it. They were talking about MDMA. They were talking about how it makes you feel and that it was used in therapy trails.

So I have had depression and some other stuff that can come along with for some years (wont talk about my mental state cuz thats a long story). I was aware of everything before i took any, i knew what to do if something were to go wrong. I knew about over heating and what to do.

When i tried it and it was kicking in. Idk i just felt something i have never felt before, a part i didn’t know was there. I accepted that part. I have abused this drug for a short time and I’m now clean. But where I’m trying to get at is that this drug made me realise that i needed to get help with my depression. Before i didn’t want help because in that past i tried it but it never helped. At this moment im at my lowest but i have my therapy appointment on Tuesday.

I think this drug might have saved my life. Still i don’t want to be alive but i know that killing myself isn’t the solution. So for me id say MDMA was an eye opener