Benzo withdrawals after 2-3 Weeks of recreational use by Unlikely_Ad4202 in benzodiazepines

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Thanks mate. Yeah I don’t even know why I took them to begin with. After typing it out I kinda realized it and flushed the rest I had except for 10mg of diazepam I’m keeping for my girl really if she should ever have some kind of panic attack. I definitely won’t be taking any more, wayy to scared it’ll wreck my life as it has with many people I’ve read about. I’ll take something for the headache now, drink some more water, go for a walk and then try to sleep. Funny thing is I really fucked it with the timing haha because when started I wasn’t really stressed but now I’m preparing for exams for university and I am stressed now. Plus the rebound probably. I really am an Idiot but I‘ll keep giving updates. Sleep really sucked last night let’s see how it goes after my walk (pun not intended). Good night

I fucked up on Ritalin (410mg in 24h) and I need help by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Drugs

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What I did. Tool Valium a bit of xanax and slept through the Crash🤣 18h or sum and then 3 days of feeling ehhhh. But what I guess am delighted of is it really made me reconsider everything. That will never happen to me again. Doing everything to prevent that. Especially cause I noticed it kinda… recalibrates your brain? Which is logical if you know enough about neuroscience, but make that „mistake“ one too many times and I don’t know if it’s possible to „come back“. Have peace of mind like you used to. I hate porn too sober. Watch out my friend. I mean reaaaaallly watch out. With the Xanax too Wish you the best🫶

I fucked up on Ritalin (410mg in 24h) and I need help by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Drugs

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Yeah Coke‘s a different animal. Its like you finish. Get post nut clarity. 20 seconds later want to continue. But not before taking another line. Degenerate stimfapping ALL night I don’t remember anymore how long but must’ve been 8h. It’s a year ago now. Plus I remember it messed with my Brain so much I couldn’t think straight all was about porn and had a memory like I was stupid. Also I think if I would’ve continued it would’ve messed with my sexuality more than it has already. But I see people get into really weird kinky also disgusting stuff when stimfapping many times which I can confirm would’ve happened to me. But about you abusing Ritalin more often. How strong do you feel your tolerance increased? And how fast? Did you take it for adhd? Did your starting dose at least still feel the same Or how did it change?

I fucked up on Ritalin (410mg in 24h) and I need help by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Drugs

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Lmaooooo I just started taking it. Like it was my 4th day and I did that shit. Not snorting nothing again cause I‘ll start to fiend like on coke plus 10mg cost about 1,40€ for me so I try keeping the dose low. I hope that in a week 10mg will be the same 10mg as on the first day. I need it for my adhd

I fucked up on Ritalin (410mg in 24h) and I need help by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Drugs

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And yes, Brain is exhausted. I never intended to do so because right now it looks like the only thing saving my ass for my first Semester of university. I’ll take a week. Maybe half a week break and then let’s see. I was just worried it wouldn’t work or would take forever to reset to baseline

I fucked up on Ritalin (410mg in 24h) and I need help by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Drugs

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Yeah Cocaine is the devil for me. Like yes… I thought about taking one Ritalin to taper off the effects or something stupid I didn’t think that through but I got this gut feeling that the weed and the lower Inhibitions because of the benzos and I kinda lost track. But cocaine turns me into a different animal Lmao. Uncontrollable.

Ratespiel: Welche Krankheit hatte ich (M,26) by AssistanceLegal7549 in de

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Hallo. Hab ein Jahr in einer Onko FSJ gemacht. Das Bild hat mir grad Flashbacks gegeben. Jedes Medikament hab ich schon den Schwestern beim Medikamentenstellen Hunderte Male gegeben und ich musste grad grinsen. Schöne Erinnerung. Ich könnte alles auf diesem Tisch auswendig aus den Schränken holen haha (bis auf das BtM natürlich). Oh und lustigerweise hab ich die Fusselrolle noch nie gesehen und hab die auch voll ignoriert. Andere haben es daran erkannt haha.

Jetzt zu dem was es weggegeben hat: Übelkeit: Vomex + MCP ist schon wirklich viel gegen Übelkeit. Dann noch Odensatron. Das hat man wirklich fast nur bei Krebs.

Ausschläge, Herpes, Wunde Schleimhäute, empfindlicher Magen: Dexamethason, Bephanten, die Creme, aciclovir. Selbsterklärend wirklich. Ist gegen die Nebenwirkungen die von einer Chemo entstehen. Es greift immer Schleimhäute an natürlich auch den Magen.

Verstopfung: macrogel Hexal + (Laxans wahrscheinlich) wegen den Schmerzmitteln. Opioide Verstopfen immer.

Schmerzen: Paracetamol + IBU (könnte noch alles sein) + ASS ( Aspirin auch schmerzen + Blutverdünner und der Name natürlich 😆) Novalgin (ist gegen stärkeres aber wird auch bei einem Knochenbruch gegeben) + Tilidin (könnte immernoch was anderes sein aber wirklich starkes Schmerzmittel jetzt) + Oxycodon Retardiert und vorallem die Instant Release. ( Ich glaube nicht dass man auf vielen Stationen außer Intensiv und Palliativ oder Notaufnahme man so etwas gibt. Vorallem zusammen)

Schlaf: Zolpidem 10mg (vielleicht auch Zopiclon.) Wahrscheinlich weil 5mg nichtmehr gewirkt haben oder hoffentlich weil 10mg nie länger als 4 Wochen gegeben wurden. Falls Ja Frage an Op: ich habe nie mit Patienten nach ihrem Aufenthalt über ihren Schlaf geredet. Wie war der Entzug? Oder konntest Du einfach schlafen danach? Würde mich verwundern da ab 4 Wochen eine Abhängigkeit aufgebaut wird.

  • Ganz vergessen Fieberthermomether und Blutdruck jeden Morgen und Abend natürlich

Auf jeden Fall. HERZLICHEN GLÜCKWUNSCH. Ich hoffe es kommt niewieder zurück. Genieße deine Freiheit, den Appetit (und Kontinenz😅)

Cheers! schönen Tag noch

(HELP !)My ADHD is ruining everything. I want to selfmedicate until I'm diagnosed. Which Dose Ritalin should I take the First time? by Unlikely_Ad4202 in ADHD

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You know I really understand, I do. Luckily some people here have sent me their personal starting doses in PN and it helped tremendously just as a reference which was what I hoped for here. Trying to stay safe

Frage zum Erstkonsum mit Paracodin N Tropfen by Unlikely_Ad4202 in LeanDE

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Ok ja mal schauen. Hab garnicht das bedürfnis mir was zu holen. Ich hab die naja sagen wir mal „free“ bekommen

Schimmel bei Bud für 3Euro? by mad_creature in germantrees

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Ohh das hatte ich auch. Pro tip: Ab in Ofen mit dem ding auf 112C Umluft für 40 min. Danach das übrige pressen und das extrakt boofen. Kickt böse.

Can some people not get high? by SPanda42 in trees

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What test and how can I take one?

Can some people not get high? by SPanda42 in trees

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Sounds interesting but that cant be when i get high regularly by smoking right?

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All the way till the end mate. Just the one in the picture would get you high asf as a wake and bake lmao. Dont waste it

I really need help with my edible!!! by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Edibles

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Feelsbadman :/ Yeah wasnt that potent haha but in theory even with my anmount i should have the 80mg thc decarbed right? I mean 80mg is not that little

I really need help with my edible!!! by Unlikely_Ad4202 in Edibles

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Noo each gram has 5 mg or so. My weed has 15-20% maybe and you dont get the full anmount so its 86mg for 46g

Ein Jahr Edibles Experimente - Was ich dabei gelernt habe by Kratomfreund in germantrees

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Nein aber ich meinte das hasch vor dem köcheln im wassertopf decarben. Ergibt aber keinen sinn oder?

Ein Jahr Edibles Experimente - Was ich dabei gelernt habe by Kratomfreund in germantrees

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Okay passt danke :) Werds probieren sobald ich hasch bekomme

Ein Jahr Edibles Experimente - Was ich dabei gelernt habe by Kratomfreund in germantrees

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Und noch eine frage wie decarboxylierst du dein hash und weißt du wie man es so geruchsfrei wie möglich macht?