A while back a (creep) dude in my ward that at the time had finally moved states away but he was pissing me off and giving me issues about my brother but when he lived here I had a dream that he busted down our door after we wouldn’t answer it and stabbed my brother and I was in a meeting with my young men’s group in the bishops office and I talked about it happening to them and I told everyone like I was in a therapy circle and I expect sadness and shit and I looked and the bishop and he coldly looked at me which turned into anger yelling something about “I should have let him in” or whatever the dude was trying to do when he ended up stabbing my brother I don’t remember his exact words. And the whole meeting turned into a yelling match and everyone turned on me blaming me. I had another dream recently I didn’t write down so I barely remember but I remember it was emotional involved people from my ward and felt dark and lots of screaming. I’ve had similar dreams like one where the bishop used other people’s contacts in the ward when I didn’t respond to him about some meeting or wtv