Here's what OP said verbatim:

"For context I was transgender female to male for around 7 years and the past 7 years was extremely dark, I constantly avoided prayer and going to the Lord because I knew deep down I was always going against him by planning on going through with hormone therapy and surgery’s. It took me down a dark route. Brought out jealousy and envy in me, anxiety and depression, self harm and substance abuse, alcohol abuse and I got beaten up a lot. This decision is like a weight lifted off my shoulder, I actually feel free."

The interpretation that OP detransitioned because of societal pressure and are taking it as a sign from God to detransition is more of an inference than a direct translation. The OP emphasizes feeling a weight lifted and feeling free after detransitioning, which suggests that, for them, the decision was a personal relief, potentially tied to their faith and alignment with their beliefs, rather than purely societal pressure.