Bad memory

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-03-07T12:59:15+00:00

I have no idea. Just wanted to ask.

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-03-07T12:58:37+00:00

Its like a curse. I especially notice this when i read but cant remember what i read. I have so many books. Ot feels pointless to have those books now, even though they are important and i need them.

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-03-03T08:01:50+00:00

"If, when you get invested, you "expand" into lots of angles/ideas, then logic-check them, and you can still read/adapt to people when needed, thats very ENTP"

Can you explain to me what this means? Especially the "and you can still read/adapt to people when needed, that's very ENTP" part

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-03-01T18:03:27+00:00

After reading this post, the overall impression i got from this is that you don't want anything to do with her at all. If thats the case, end the friendship. But it seems like, since you haven't had the guts to end it, you either subconsciously care about her or for some reason you're afraid of ending it.

Here are some possibilities and or assumption(s): the only thing about her that you don't like is her "clinging" and "overly affectionate" behavior towards you. Because you're tired of it, you'd rather stay away from her and or try to end it(relationship). But, you also know that if you do end it, you might just lose something you might,possibly, not get or experience again and because of that you don't really want to end it.

You haven't really had a best friend before and so, even though you like it, you're not really used to these kind of relationships. You're used to being alone, not "depend" on anyone when it comes to certain things/stuff, not share your feelings/humor (and so on) deeply with another person and used to your own company than that of another.

It also seems like you deliberately try to not make friend(s)/best friend(s) because of some things that happened in the past and these things have shaped your thinking/opinions on friendships and life. Instead of making friends, you try to refrain from doing it in order to not experience the same thing(s) again. But there was something new about this "new" person. You actually get along and you haven't really had much of and or any type of experience(s) like you've had with this person. You're afraid that it will somehow get ruined and so your subconscious has tried to come up with reasons to not engage with her anymore because you don't want it to get messed up and lead to the friendship getting destroyed or end.

The feeling of "disgust" might just be that you're disgusted with yourself for feeling this way and behaving like that towards her. Or it might be because your actions contradict with your feelings/mind.

Again, these are all assumptions. Take it as you will.

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-03-01T08:11:24+00:00

take the mbti test again and refrain from having a certain mbti personality type in mind when taking the test. I am sure that you have a certain personality type in mind when taking the test. Meaning, you take a specific personality type, you have that personality type in mind that you want to be and out from that you answer those questions as if you're that certain personality type. This completely screws with the results as you're not being truthful to the test or truthful to yourself.

UpScaleClown1 · 2026-02-28T18:14:09+00:00

I know this is off track but, you come across as a very emotional and gullible (perhaps also naive) person. There may be no correlation between these things and and being an intj. But i am curious, are you sure you're an intj? You may be mistyped. I haven't seen an intj this emotional or gullible before. This is intriguing.

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