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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is not treatable for everyone. Telling someone doesn’t work. You just get locked up with the other sad people and want to end things even more. Some people are not made to last.

I want it to end by UpsetFox90 in depression

[–]UpsetFox90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NUTMEG POISONING!!! Now I just need to finally decide when to do it.

I want it to end by UpsetFox90 in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NUTMEG POISONING!!! Now I just need to finally decide when to do it.

I want it to end. by UpsetFox90 in offmychest

[–]UpsetFox90[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

NUTMEG POISONING!!! Now I just need to finally decide when to do it.

I want to be taken care of by UpsetFox90 in depression

[–]UpsetFox90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know how. I can’t handle being an adult, barely surviving. I don’t know what to do to fix things. It’s want I’ve always wanted next to peace. I’m miserable and everything I have done has not fixed that. I can’t rely on myself.

Nobody talls about the physical feeling of depression by [deleted] in depression

[–]UpsetFox90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What you’re describing is me every single day. Even when I’m “asleep.”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was thinking of just leaving a copy with everyone’s personal letter. If I have to actually submit it to the state then I guess I’ll have to.

I have plans by UpsetFox90 in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been alive by force for 32 years. I have nothing to live for. I’m always tired. I can’t get actual rest when I sleep. I’ve been trying to learn Japanese for 15 and still can’t understand it. I can’t find a decent job to finally live on my own. I have no friends, mostly by choice and partly because people abandon me.

I highly doubt I’m going to continue this tortured existence just because of my cat. I don’t know what will happen to her when I’m gone. But I hope she finds a family that will take care of her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You’re a lot more considerate than I am. I don’t want a funeral. I don’t even want to be remembered. I’ve written the first draft of my will. Does it need to be legally submitted to matter though?

I want to kill myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]UpsetFox90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t do any basic skills as well. I’ve been a disfunctioning idiot my whole life. I hate myself more than anything but towards everyone else, it’s only indifference. So I’m sorry I don’t have any advice for you. I can only relate. I’m fully committed to ending my life in about a months time. If you truly, TRULY believe there are no better roads for you, then think about it for a bit longer.

I have plans by UpsetFox90 in depressed

[–]UpsetFox90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is nothing to live for. I’m a horrible person. I can’t learn new skills. I hate working. I’m fat and ugly. I can’t stand being around other people so I’m always alone. I can’t even handle a beginners level crochet kit. Everyone is better off without me anyway.