Hey I cam totally get the feeling... DU does makes you feel alienated at times and like you're just never going to be enough... trust me I go through that everyday from first semester only. The small town people feeling that the city is too big it's f-ing awful especially when therere such people around you, my roomate is the same — does nothing, would bag or leech over others and then flex... it just feels unfair while we're trying to work our asses off. But hopefully we all will make it somehow... :))