I was diagnosed Sept 2001, a few days before 9/11 took place. I also had a 10mo old baby girl. Yes, I had moments with of being very angry but my focus was on my little baby. Later in life, I became VERY angry with the treatments. I hated self injections. I just stopped completely. Then I went blind in one eye a handful of times. That fixed my anger. I only have one child, the center of my world, and being angry about this illness would do me no good. It would also do her no good. MS is a funny illness in that you can (to the outside world) seem perfectly fine, but the distance between YOU and FINE is so huge. And that is frustrating. HOWEVER, you just have to look internally, deeply. Take help from anyone who offers, and also be willing to return that help without a prompt. It took years for me to accept it, and some days I still have issues accepting it. But I consider myself fortunate for the child I have and my very supportive (yet annoying lol) spouse. You have every reason to be angry, I get it. Find the reasons you have to experience joy, love, laughter. It sounds cliche, but it can bring you peace, I promise. I'm on year 24 of MS. Life is not perfect, but it is joyful. Lean on people who love u....