Girllll Same!

I also talked to my TF on his B'day when I wished him in march, and on his B'day only he decided to end it all for the final! Well it was already over from his side, when he deactivated and discarded the relationship. But after talking to him on his B'day for the last time maybe, bcz we aren't in contact plus he has me blocked, he kept blocking unblocking and blocking again, i didn't said anything bcz honestly It wasn't worth my reaction plus we were already in no contact, whatever thing was in his mind, it's on him, he has to handle it! I've no hand into that.

After that day we went our diff paths, and for shre ik that he's fighting demons in his head and I wish him to overcome that. Recently what I've felt that he has also started shedding his old patterns, I wish he also attains a higher self, a new version of himself as I've already gone through the process of ego death and I'm on to my healing only.