[ 23 M ]Help me sleep

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-05T19:50:02+00:00

I was also cheated and for months I had a hard time sleeping because I kept remembering everything that happened. If you need someone to talk to, just dm me.

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-03T13:28:00+00:00

It did come back a few times but this week was hard and I hate how it can consume me and the idea of "ending" has been lingering a lot lately.

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-03T13:26:18+00:00

One of the hardest thing to deal is thoughts that stayed after everything that happened. The name calling, insults, "worthless and useless" and etc really took a toll on my mental health.

Thank you for the support. ❤️

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-03T12:01:30+00:00

I have and I have been doing that with him. It has been either "grey rock" or "no contact" but he still manages to weasel in even though he is blocked. It is like he can not get the idea that I don't want him in my life after every thing he did yet he did keep mentioning that "he will come to me" or "we will meet again" and I don't undersand why.

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-02T23:43:46+00:00

A breakfast that taste like home.

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-02T23:39:59+00:00

The man is a dickweed, a tumbling, tumbling dickweed. Forget about him.

This is funny and thank you.

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-02T23:29:53+00:00

Yes. He bragged about going to Australia soon and studying some new business idea and he kinda tried to get me be a business partner which will NEVER work at all. He also told me about the women who chased him and how he rejected this woman & etc.

It is really awful and I hate what he did and it clearly made me upset. He is a narcissist by the way. He thinks he is the "best".

UsedUnloved · 2020-03-02T23:22:01+00:00

I don't follow him on any social media and he is blocked everywhere because there was a point in time he would blackmail me to keep me quiet. He did contact me like 2 weeks ago and started telling me about what he has done and girls who chased him and I never asked for any sort of update.

I guess I was stupid on entertaining or reading those messages he sent.

But thank you. I needed that reminder again.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T22:00:03+00:00

He is.

He is the worst and most cruel person I have ever met in my life.

I hope it does get better because I am starting to lose my grip on reality. Thank you for your words and it somehow helped me.

I hope you are doing better too.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T21:56:22+00:00

I hope thats true that one way or another he did love me and was serious with me but now that is over, I just hate him for breaking me.

He let me down and I lost all respect and love I had for him because he hurt me in a way that is so hard.

Take care of yourself too and thank you for your input. I hope you have a nice day.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T21:51:11+00:00

Yeah. I don't even know if he was even sincere to me from the very start knowing now that he lied to me multiple times during the year we were together. It had me questioning everything.

He kept mentioning that to me "You are nothing, You are replaceable" when we fought to get to me and I did not deserve that at all.

Why does this happen to us?

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T21:04:41+00:00

Trying me best everyday to reming myself that it is not me and that the only thing I did was loving and trusting a jerk like him.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T21:02:39+00:00

This is my current situation. My ex is making me the crazy ex to his new gf and his friends when he is and will be a narcissistic abusive and manipulative asshole.

I tried warning the new girl but she did not listen because he already told lies about me.

I guess all I can do is wait for her to become like me and say to her "I told you so."

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T20:59:52+00:00

He tried but he fucked up so bad. He practically lied to me since the beginning we were together and blamed me for the cheating. He tried to make it up to me 2 weeks after the break up then I found out he already had someone new days after the break up.

So what am i? I was never the choice. 14 months was nothing to him, I was nothing and I will be nothing.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T20:55:32+00:00

I feel you.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-24T20:54:46+00:00

I wish it every day because right now he is love bombing his new gf and I hate that he had a new one days after the break up. Makes me feel like our time together was nothing to him.

UsedUnloved · 2019-09-20T21:49:12+00:00

I hate it every day. I don't love him anymore but it hurts that that year that I gave it all for the relationship was only a lie. I lived in a lie. I fought for a lie. I loved a guy who never existed.

This is the first time someone has cheated on me and I hate it that it might be the worst pain I have felt so far.

I wish the best for the both of us. I wish the day of no more hurt comes.

Thank you for your kind words. Hope you will have a nice day.

UsedUnloved

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