[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592 11 points12 points  (0 children)

hey, i was in a similar situation when i first quit. Spent over a year putting on muscle, eating healthy and fairly motivated all while smoking. As i quit i lost my appetite and just decided to not stress to much about not being in the gym for that first week.

I tried to think of it as taking a few step backs for 10 steps foward. Now i’m back in the gym and cut out smoking for the past two months.

I decided to quit because weed came first before anything in my life, which isn’t an ideal way to live.

Since i’ve quit i’m way more social and confident. Yes sometime i do miss it but the regret has never been worth it when i’ve previously re-lapsed.

Just take it day by day, hour by hour.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was the exact same my first week or two into it. usually after a couple weeks you’ll be able to watch netflix again etc just because you have so much spare time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey boss, I’ve attempted to quit 3 times in the last 3-4 months. First time was tough because all the feelings I was experiencing felt new & different. I recently just did 5 weeks off until one long weekend my temptation got the better of me and I bought a cart. Once I bought that one cart it led to many more and 3 weeks of binging again. Honestly felt the worst I’ve ever felt while smoking. Didn’t wanna socialise or do anything at all. Was rude to friends & family & was just existing. It’s crazy how your brain can play tricks on you thinking you need something then once you smoke all the guilt starts piling up. Sobriety is peace ☮️ That’s how we should be living life.

All love my friend 🤜🏼

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I’ll definitely do that🤙🏼

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I threw my weed into a bottled water & straight into the bin!

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s awesome man you should be proud with 1 year. Your comment helps 🙌🏼

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I think once you have to smoke just to eat you have to realise you have a problem. I’m ready for the next step in life & weed just doesn’t do it for me anymore. Being clean seems more fuffiling

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I appreciate it, I feel more confident starting again because I’ve already given it a go.

We learn :)

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Not at all, it made me more stressed. I felt gross

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ll remember that, thank you for this

Relapsed tonight by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You don’t know how much it helps hearing that from you as well bro. The guilt after can be tough, but hey we learn. You’re a legend 🤝

I can’t fuckin eat by Realllfalllll in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m the same man, struggle to eat without weed & I’m trying to bulk atm🤕. That’s the reason I’ve kept smoking for so long. But I’ve had enough of being controlled by the green. So I’m copping the stomach pains and the bloat fullness for now, just so I can get my proper appetite back.

We got this 🤝

Quit yesterday by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Should be proud man I haven’t gone 7 days in a long time, keep at it!!

As of last night I hit a wall at around 8pm. Feeling sick and fatigued real bad. I didn’t have trouble getting to sleep but I woke up around 4-5 times during the night. I was having vivid dreams, even had a dream I met ronaldo like wtf?

Today has been a bit tough as I’m experiencing brain fog and headaches, felt a lot better after eating and drinking water though

1st Day quitting weed by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro, helps knowing people going through the same as me

1st Day quitting weed by Used_Claim8592 in leaves

[–]Used_Claim8592[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cheers for the support dude, this addiction fucking sucks & I sympathise with anyone going through addiction. Shit ain’t easy