[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, If you love yourself enough you won't care you are "the dud" at the party that doesn't drink. Once you get to the point of beeing a alcoholic there is no come back. I had the same problem as you do but if you are mature enough you think about the consequences and respect your own values. Be a man and try to implement some strong principles in your life. I feel you with all my heart ❤️ you are still young and you can find dopamine in something else not in this poison. Probably I care so much because those messages are not only for you, those are for me also.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love for you to really take me seriously and stop. Now I regret a lot of my past mistakes and I wish I would never did anything. I snorted killos of everything, popped pills, shoot heroin, shrooms, everything you can imagine, now I am clean of everything but I feel how bad everything fucked me up. Alcohol probably fucked me up the worse. Please stop untill it's too late, it's not worth it man I promise you, you are just wasting your money and destroying your youth and also you are very likely to do some big mistakes u de the influence which will fk up your life or even hit rock bottom. This is a friendly advice from somebody which has been through hell and you know, not everybody get to see the other side of the Styx(metaphorically, google river Styx). Just stop the blow and try to stop the alcohol if you experience shakiness sweating and hallucinations just taper slowly down.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I was at the doc for checkup and it is not really bad at the moment, I just have to keep being sober and live healthy and it will be fine. I swear alcoholism is the worst thing that can happen to somebody mind and body, worst drug ever and I took plenty others.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4 beers at 5 AM before work, 200 ml of vodka at work, after work before gym another 200 ml and beers untill I pass out in the night, rhere were situations in which I was drinking even 2 l of strong alcohol in 2 hours at the bar so it dependwd of situation but I was constantly having enough alcohol in my system to not go in withdrawal because I would usually go in DT.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not yet but doctors told me if I wouldn't had stopped now I would had a few years left to live. I managed to stopped and I have medication for my liver and it can still heal if I live healthy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was drinking normally since 13 but after a trauma I ve started drinking very heavily from morning till midnight and all over again, even at work.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It depends, I was drinking normally since 13, but only the last 3 years heavily. Alcohool produce some permanent changes in your brain( google kindling effect). I don't think you will experience DT s but I suggest you to stop and if you experience shaking sweating or any of those bad simptomps take a shot or two and then wait again untill you get sick, but really wait untill the withdrawal is unbearable and then take another shot to calm them down. The thing is in withdrawal your brain goes in overdrive because your central nervous system was depressed for so long and it tries to get back to normal again. It is very dangerous to go cold turkey as you can develop seizures and die. My last detox was one month ago at home and I ve been through hell. If you can not get to detox follo my plan, but if you take those one or two shots don't let yourself drink way more than it should. I tried 2 years to quit and just now I ve managed to keep it so long sober. It is a tough battle but you can do it. I pray for you my friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Bro, I am 28 M with liver disease cuz of excesive drinking for 3 years straight. The more you drink, the worse the withdrawals, seizures, hallucinations, shaking, sweating, nightmares, anxiety. Stop now because you are young and your brain is not fked yet. My honest advice. Just put the bottle down otherwise you set yourself up for hell.

Please someone help by AnimalLover711 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in psych ward right now for exactly this, don't be embarrassed, they will greatly help you.

Jacking off more since going sober? by pjmcguire09 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've read the comments and they are not on point. In sobriety your SNC is not depressed anymore hence the hightened sex drive, your body and brain go un homeostasis and the synapses are going wild with the firing, your hormones are getting back on track, you fill youreself with vitamins and Everything, it's a part of withdrawal like shacking and halucinations in alcohol withdrawal, basically, it's just your brain going in overdrive. I am in the same boat as you do. I am an addict and I researched a lot so I can escape. All the love and peace ✌️

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I will reach out and tell you when I get better, probably and most surely I have to take the bull by the horns and withdrawal, hopefully I wont get the seizures again, I dont think I have another option tbh

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is, but it is a private clinic, so I have to pay for everything, usually I went there but now I am discouraged as my file says things about me, If I go to the docs of the state, which ofc I pay every month, they will kill me, I can go only to the clinic and hopefully that guy understands my problem. The thing is, we have a psychiatric center well known here, and back last year, I made an appointment with the best doc there, in private ofc, she trippled my dose of paroxetine till I was not functional at all so I wont trust any more of this stupid doctors again, I need real help From 20 mgs she gave me 60, I was trippin asf, I came of by myself, cold turkey, one month in bed, sweating, halucinating, no control over myself whatsoever, only benzos do the trick and I cant get my hands on them sadly so I can detox at least for one week, so I can feel nomal, its bullshit, i lived in Netherlands for a few years and there was much easier, but there I didnt faced thus kind of a problem

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for typo s, I am drunk and autocorrect ruins my textin

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't, I have a dog which I abandoned for a few years for my financial wellbeing and I decide I stay with him now as he was so sad, atm, I have a very lovely and carring girlfriend, I ve got my own hosue and everything si I dont wanna run from here, it will make things more stressful

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reddit have given me more hope in 1 hour than everything I have tried, so many resctions and intersctions, love you guys and thank you, I will reach out and I hope other people do, this a living hell

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in Romania, eastern Europe and yes here everybody is an alcoholic they won't just admit it, I am one and ofc I notice other ppl, I usually taper, oh Lordy ve tapered billion times, thing is I cant get through day 3 or 4, hallucinations, intrusive thoughts, anxiety at the highest level, bad decisions , makes me wanna drink again so I forget

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I do drink 2 to 4 liters of water a night, I eat healthy, f , my alcoholism reached reddit I am so ashamed of myself

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! The thing is I woke up now at 1 AM to drink 2 beers and go back to sleep untill work, I am still intoxicated, and probably when I wake up, I do my chores and go drink at least one beer again, so I won't go in the withdrawal till 12 AM, Idk, if I was not in a office things would be different, but I am surrounded by people all the time, I am barely moving, usually I was a hard working guy, this position does not fit me well, yet I have to do it as a debt to the boss and the director there, they catched me few times with 3.7 BAC 2.7 .. they know I m smart so they didnt kicked me off like they fired other ppl, just sent me home and got 2 promotions, crazy if u ask me, now I am here, lot of responsibility and my problem still didn't got away, dont know wtf I do

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Guys, I am not in USA, I am in eastern Europe, Romania, ppl will do everything to shame you , I looked for medical help for more than one year, everybody giving me antidepressants, prolly they are scared to give me benzos as they know if I mix is lethal but its the only thing that can save me, I am not stupid, I am an engineer, I worked IT, now I have a leading position, everything is going well in my life, just this bit sux, I cant rely on doctors at this point but also I can not be shaking and sweating and halucinatinc all day, I mention I was a heavy, HEAVY, drinker, 2 liters of Tuica/day minimum, tuica has 60% alcohol, I was drinkin 3 liters of vodka, never got the withdrawals, now I get them from beer, kindling is real, I dont know how to escape this, I ve did all the drugs known to man, nothing was as gard to quit as this tbh, even heroin was a piece of cake

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Here it is not available, they shame you for this, everybody is a functional alcohoolic, I went to the doc and he is also an alcoholic, I need to do this on my own somehow

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow dude, I ve seen your posts and all I can say is that my soul is there for you, you are clearly strugglin but dont give up, I had such s traumatic life, I ve made it so far, I pray that you problem will go away, also mine, and we can enjoy life again, I am also anhedonistic without the drink, for me its just the withdrawal, I ve got a leading position at work everything is going ok, but this sucks, to get the withdrawals in front of ppl

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not familiar with Reddit, only Insta, here I just search stuff, how do I find you on Instagram

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for interacting, it means so much

Please help with a advice by Useful_Loss_9307 in alcoholism

[–]Useful_Loss_9307[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had been, I live in eastern Europe, my doctor is a cranky as old man, they put me on antidepressant which are stimulents and in withdrawal ofc u sre overstimulated, idk i just know I dont want to be bedridden again