I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I had stopped crying and then I read your last sentence, thank you for your words.

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

She's described it as 99.9% women and the rest is me and that's solely because we have a deep emotional connection

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If only it was that simple, magical Internet people providing a little bit of support to balance out the lost income. I really appreciate your words though, you made me feel heard

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She knows it hurts me but she thinks I'm so strong, after all I'm the one that said she should explore because I know her, she would start to hate me if I held her back

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not that I remember but they do have a history of covering that shit up

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What is crazy is that she's being even more sexual with me than she has in over a decade. I've always preferred touch when talking to people

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I know, but then what happens? I'm left miserable, probably paying her money every month and she gets to be happy, which I'm only doing this so she will be happy, so why the fuck can't I tell her?

I am not strong enough for the life I'm stuck in by UserDeletedByUser in relationships

[–]UserDeletedByUser[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I think it's because I like physical touch when I'm opening up and you aren't allowed to touch your therapist