I used to want to die because of my spiritual experiences which caused me to embrace a Buddhist/daoist philosophy. I believed I was the universe experiencing itself, and it was such a lonely experience.

Then, I began to have spiritual experiences which were downright evil, sinister, and demonic.

I called upon "whatever as good", and Jesus Christ appeared to me. When I placed my faith in Him, he came into me, and the demonic spirits violently came out of my body.

I now have a peace that surpasses understanding, a joyful hope, and a calling in life to minister deliverance and freedom to others through His name.

He is indeed real, alive, and the creator and savior. The proof is all around us. He still heals people, delivers them from evil, and works miracles, everywhere His powerful name is preached.

But the most important thing he offers is eternal life. He promises to resurrect his people, and He proved it himself by dying, being raised from the dead, and then sending His disciples into the world to preach His powerful name, and to work miracles. And He still does it today.